Fids FEELINGS:

Tonight has just not been a good night. First of all, Steve (this kid that wears fubu shirts 24/7) was down at the library and punched a kid in the face. He claims he did it because the kid punched a girl in the face. I don't care what the circumstances are, i hate violence. Its stupid. So anyways, the cops came down and were asking questions so I told them a discription of the kid and what not. But that was it. He came down later and asked me what I told them, and told him that i just said i saw a kid punch another kid in the face. That was fucked up. We left at that point.
Then I found out my ex girlfriend has turned to smoking, drugs, and alocohol, which is fucking stupid. It really really upsets me. I love that girl, and I hate to see her resorting to those things for acceptance. ugh. makes me sick, i'm hoping i can talk to her and maybe help her stay off of them.

ya. I too am back from warped tour now. I have stories for all lets start at the...

Beginning
Matt, Margaret, and I planned on leaving to Bozeman around 2pm and getting there around 3:30 so we could walk around on main st and see stuff and what not. Well, around noon I decided it would be cool to bring my brother along, which complicated things. we ended up waiting around the house till 5:15 when we could leave because he was baby sitting. Anyways, we met up with Brian K. and decided to take two cars up. Like a caravan thing. we met up at walmart, and as we were leaving wal-mart the car was shaking really bad, but only when we sped up or slowed down. We couldn't pin point what the problem was. We figured it was a: a wheel bearing, b: bad c.v. joints. So we stopped at conoco. Marget and co. didn't see us pull over so they kept driving, leaving brian and I behind with car trouble. We figure the car was good enough to catch up to them and stop them. So we drove like 110 mph towards townsend to catch up with margaret. We finally caught up with them and slowed them to a stop. We told them the problem and decided to stop in Townsend where my dad could check it out. My dad look at it, said it was a bad cv joint and that the car is drivable if you can stand the noise. Well we parted Townsend on our way to bozeman. The car didn't seem to be getting any better or worse by the time we got to wheat montana. We stopped for dinner and then were on our way.

Trouble Begins.
The car was doing fine until we got to belgrade when we were driving about 90mph and the left front tire broke off of the car, rolling through the ditch seperating the oncoming traffic from our lanes, rolled past another car in the opposite direction, and about 1/4 of a mile to 1/2 a mile down the road, meanwhile brians car is skidding out of control and some how he managed to control the car and get it stopped on the side of the road. We both got out, scared as hell, crying and confused as to what the fuck just happened. Anyways we waited prolly 10 minutes for margaret to catch up to us, she stopped and then Kyle Simpson stopped as well. We waited again for a highway patrol person to get there and help us out. We survived this mess, and brians car is fixed now.

First Night.
We met up with everyone at World Boards when we got the car situation settled for the evening. Take into consideration this is now 9:30 pm, we planned on being in bozeman at 5. So 4 1/2 hours later, and spirits at a low from previous circumstances, we decided not to camp that night, and to stay with Theresa and Sean, who have an apartment in bozeman, and were kind enough to let us stay there for the night.

Day of Warped Tour.
We woke up got ready for the day and headed off to warped tour. We got there and the line for warped was huge, we probably waited to get to the gates for at least an hour. probably more. Once inside it was great, the bands were awesome. I got to see the ataris, good charlotte, me first, the vandals(the best show at warped), fenix tx(i found them very disappointing live), and many more. There was this one band there called Liars Inc. Super great band. I got some cool shit, and warped was a good time.

Night of warped tour.
Everyone planned on meeting at a place called Jaker's Restraunt? Well we found out this place never existed so we went to Perkins. We ran into the Ashlai(ashley tall girl, and ashley stevic?) anyways, we decided to go camping with them. We drive up passed hayelite campgrounds, to a secluded area in the hayelite canyon somewhere. heheeh. we must have drove an hour to find the place we eventually called camp. We slep in a meadow, it was great. The weather was perfect for it. We just slept under the stars. It was great.

And here we are now, and thats a really really really reeally short summary of my 01 warped tour experience. Now I must go help my parents unload a fence. see ya.

so warp tour is done and over. so sad. but yeah i got my picture taken with derron from less than jake. woo hoo! that made my day. today however im a bruised and slightly beaten. and i still feel dirty even though ive showered. hmmmmm. hey fid give me a call today when you get home. so we can make plans for this evening. 4319644.

Oh man, I'm so fucking tired. I have had the most incredibly BORING week. Did shit for the 4th, went out to a friends house and had a few drinks, then party hopped and ended up going home with a raging headache. Of course, I sleep in a camper in my driveway, so I didn't end up going to sleep until about 4:30 in the morning (damn neighbors).
Right now. Right now I'm sitting here, doing nothing, gearing up the energy I need to walk outside and have a cigarette (yes, yes, I know, bad for you, give you cancer, yada, yada, yada) and then go to bed. I can not WAIT until I get my 0g spools in the mail. Right now I've got an "earstretcher" with a skull that kind of looks like some huge talon through my ear making the hole HUGE and the other ear is still at 8g. Of course, I only have one of these magic wonders. So I'm feeling a little lopsided. Anyways, sleep tight.

just got back from my 4th party. we all went up to harrison lake. we had a boat, wake board, knee board, tube, forty five dollars worth of fireworks, and fifty five dollars worth of beer. have you guys ever played kings? interesting drinking game. damn it lucas!! stop drinking on the waterfall!! we're all finished!! mm.... flashbacks. mike drank beer from my boobies. that was interesting. yep. people ran around naked. we made lucas run around the fire with a firecracker in his ass and said that if he dropped it, he had to run around again. muahaha!! best of all, there are pictures to be developed. hehehe. ahh, drunkness. it's not good. we shouldn't do it. because when we do, we wake up the next morning and realize that too many people saw our boobies. ew.
i'm gonna go get in the shower. the beer i was holding in my boobs spilled on me some. and i stink. and i'm hungry. but the shower won't really help that.

Thats wierd. I was talking to adam from sardonia.org last night. Well I went to his website last night, and he said that he was in Montana. Could this be? I want to meet him! He sounds rad. Anyways, the other night I saw Meg, and John, and they were with a guy that Brendan and I presumed was him, but we though he said his name was alan. Not sure. Anyways. I wonder how long he will be here, and If I will have the chance of meeting him while he is here.

my fourth was well....interesting... I chilled with some family. Id have to say my favorite cousin is emily, shes 3. her and i had a blast playing legos and horsies. my parents let my 9 year old brother do the lighting of the few puny fireworks we had. that was bone chilling, to say the least.yeah yeah yeah. so tomorrow marks the highpoint of a montana summer. WARP TOUR!!!!!!! FANTASMAGORIC!!!! i cant wait to party like its 1899. well folks its early and i have to work. have a super day.

my 4th rocked. Let me tell you about it. First thing I did today besides wake up and get ready for my day was went to Margarets with Tony and watched Army of Darkness. mmmm..bruce cambell. Then we came back to my house and listened to music for awhile. Then we went out to Margarets Dads house. This is where the real fun begins, obviously I had fun all day, but the most fun occured at margarets dads house where mass explosives were located. First of all, this guy taught me how to make great bombs. Using, toilet cleaner, tin foil, and a plastic soda bottle. Heres how it works. You fill the bottle somewhere between 1/4 and 1/2 full of tin foil strips. Then you squish the bottle flat, pour in some toilet cleaner. Put the lid on it, shake it and throw, then just sit back and watch as the cleaner reacts with the tin foil, the bottle will swell and eventually explode, its a real loud explosion. Its hella rad. I reccommend everyone try it. Anyways, besides that. Matt Forbes and I took the pedal boat out and just cruised the shore line of hauser lake. It was good times. We got back, and that was about time all the fire works were lit off. We played with all sorts of fireworks. There was like 3 cases of artillery shells. It was awesome. The show ended about 11:30 or so. Then we drove back into town, dropped matt off, parted with Mke and then margaret and I headed back towards the lake. She dropped me off at my house. We talked in my drive way for a good half an hour. It was good times. I hope everyone had a good 4th. If I think of anything more to share I will. In the mean time, I will go finish e-mails and stuff.

"First you want to kill me, now you want to kiss me. *spit*. Blow." Bruce Cambell, army of darkness.

Hey everyone, being this is my first posty and all I thought I'd say hey. My alter ego is Kassie. Fourth of July sucks cuz of the whole god damn family thing. I hate it. My family and I just dont gel. I as well as Fidlicious can not wait for Warp Tour. On my top 10 lists of highlights wishin to see. Less Then Jake, GutterMouth, Dominique Scalia(yep thats right the band.....he he.. just kidding, my awesome friend the person.) and just plain old Bozeman. Warp Tour is gonna rock my world. On a lighter note only one more day of work for me this week!! fantasmagoric! So all you all Helena kids, whose gonna be back in town on saturday evening? I would really like to show Dominique some good ol Helena-ass-slap game fun! anyone up for it?

So there I was seaching on the internet for care instructions for a lip piercing, when I started getting attacked by porn pop up menus...Anyone ever seen a man get ass fucked by a donkey? Ouchie! thats all I have to say. Well today is wednesday, you know what that means? Tomorrow is thursday, which means that I get to leave for warped tour. Yes thats right, I leave for warped tour. Arn't you excited for me? I am. I'm hungry now. Mmm...the promise ring is soo good. Jersey Shore is such a good song, so is best looking boys. mmm...promise ring. I wish I had a digital camera. I want to be able to capture what an entire evening for myself is like. And then share it with the visitors of my site. Does anyone in the Helena area have a digital camera I could borrow for a day? That would be rad. Anyways. I'm off like a prom dress. see ya. People talk to me. go to my author section and see how to get in contact with me, and then proceed to do so, i'm bored!

Actually. Hehehe, Slow Gerkhin is a ska/punk band have been around and huge in the ska scene for sometime. I think they are on asian man records, you can here them on the Mail Order is Fun, and Mail order is still fun compilations that asian man records puts out so i'm assuming that they are on asian man. Anyways. If you don't have those cd's check them out, because if you like slow gerkhin you like the rest of the bands on asian man. :) well its 3:20 and i'm tired, i'm going to bed.

i went and saw The Fast and the Furious tonight. that is an awesome flick. i got a major adrenaline rush just watching it. but then again, i was pained to see such beautiful cars get hurt like that. 'tis a shame.
has anybody ever heard of a group called "slow gerkhin?" i found this cd and it's rad as all hell. it has a hand-written label on it that says slow gerkhin. i don't even know if that's supposed to be the name of the group or what... anyway, it's really cool. i found the cd in an auditorium in oklahoma city. i figure it could just be some no-name band that recorded it in their garage for all i know. or maybe i just really missed something...

Would the people that post on this site please e-mail me something for the bios section. Just look at how its set up right now, and e-mail me something along those lines, and if you have a pic thats great too. I get paid today. Weee! Plus I need to sell my guitar. So I have mad cash for warped tour. I can't wait to go to warped tour. Skateboarding, camping, and the like. It should be fun. Anyways, make sure you send me that stuff if your a poster. Thanks.

Well, my sunburn feels a lot better. I also get paid tomorrow. Woo hoo. I need to find someone who is 21 so I can sell my guitar. Anyone know of anyone here in the Helena area looking for a guitar? I have a peavey raptor plus, black and white, used for 4 months, it has a few scratches no chips, I'm looking to sell for 100. There is one identical to mine in piccolos for 175. Anyways, let me know. See ya.

sunburn is not fun. i speak from definate experience, being a pale little white girl.
had a conversation with this girl the other night about porn. she talked about this one movie she saw. gay midget porn. made me think of ya, wooteng. oh, and then i got hit on by this other girl sitting behind me. now THAT is good times. i just get the biggest kick out of that. i guess that's what happens when you're so dykey looking... and acting...

Mmm...well the sun burn is slightly better. Hopefully it will be healed in a couple days. This site is going down hill. oh well fuck it. not like it was ever cool anways. see ya.

i dont wanna be her friend
if this has got to be the end
i just wanna stay at home
i just wanna be alone

I talked to her night and day
this time I wont be okay
she did not make my day
I just want to run away.

The pain inside is so damn strong.
It could last a life time long.
When do I get my chance.
with a life of romance?

I talked to her night and day
this time I wont be okay
she did not make my day
I just want to run away.

I just want to try once more.
She can't, she says i'm a bore.
Its time for us to go our ways.
Its time for me to run away.

these are the lyrics to my new song. what do you people think?

Well today I got a sunburn from hell.. Oh fuck it hurts sooo bad. Soo stinkin bad. Anyways. Tonight I kissed three girls. lol. It was interesting. I also got back a skateboard someone stole from me. And the fucker was pissed off because I took it back. What a dick. Anyways, i have to work tomorrow so i'm going to bed. Hopefully my sunburn wont hurt so much tomorrow. hah!