Even if the only thing I had to do with my life was sit around and post messages, and write dead baby jokes, and convince people how emo I am, or how straight edge I am. (I don't) But even if I did, whats it to you? Are you going to tell me how to live my life? As far as me trying to be hardcore, how again am I doing that? Because I don't see someone who wears an ataris shirt and listens to blink182, and the promise ring by any means hard core. Is it the way I dress or something I do to make you think that? Seriously, is there something I do with my lifestyle that is impeding on yours, which sounds like it would be hardcore. Is there only a certain way to dress or act to be considered hardcore, let me know because I certainly don't want to be confused as being hardcore. I'm not. You may think that I can't skateboard, or play guitar, and maybe I can't do them to the skill level you find fitting. But I don't do them to please you, I do them for me, and I enjoy it. I like where my skateboarding is at right now, as well as my guitar playing. Now I enjoyed your letter a lot. Its very nice to know that I have a club out there that has nothing better to do with their time than to e-mail me about how they don't like how I live MY life. I'm sorry that the way I live my life is not up to your standards. But then again, if I lived my life to please you I would be a POSEUR right? So again thanks for the e-mail Fire Starter #1--Gotohells

Wheee! You know you must be doing something right when there are enough people who don't like you, to actually come up with a name for their little group. In this case I think I have a group of people that dislike me and they call the selves the go tohells? Maybe I'm wrong. Anyways, they claim that I can't skateboard, and that I try to be 'hardcore' but telling dead baby jokes doesn't cut it. Well here let me just share with you my first fan letter.

Is this the only thing you have to do with your life, sit around post
messages, write dead baby jokes, and try to convince everyone how emo or
straight edge you are? You are one pitiful motherfucker. You try to be
hardcore, but telling stupid dead baby jokes just doesn't cut it. POSEUR.
You can't skateboard, you cant play guitar and you can't even be punk, but
keep trying it may give you something to do besides put your time into your
bullshit website. anyway Mr. FId I just wanted you to know how much i
dislike you, and if you want to see me, just let me know, and i'll be there.
Im just speaking on behalf of The Gotohells, we all feel this way. I'm
sure i'll see you soon
Fire Starter #1--Gotohells

Oh no, someone doesn't like me. I don't know what to do. I guess I'll just go to hell one pitiful mother fucker. I can't be hardcore, fuck i guess my life is over eh? Who ever said anything about being hardcore? I"m the least hardcore person i know. Does anyone that listen to blink182, the ataris, and any other pop punk band you know claim to be hardcore, i leave the word hardcore for those that listen to misfits, and slayer. I'm definatly not hard core. And if my website is such bullshit why are you reading it? I must be doing something right eh? woo hoo! So props to myself. I believe I will call your bluff, I do want to see you, I want to see all the gotohells. Since you all feel that way. I'm down at the library every night, and i will be there tonight at 6. Bring yourself and you fellow 'gotohells' down there I'd love to meet you. Can't wait to see you!

excellent as always.
so yeah, i went and bought books today for next semester. deeeepressing. 150 so far. i have about another hundred or so at least to spend. at least i'm not a biochem major or some crap like that. god damn those books are expensive.
anyway, i have a guitar temporarily in my possession. i've been kinda trying to dick around with it, but yeah. it sucks when you have no clue what the hell you're doing. haha. i can play drawing board cuz it's all on one string. and that's about the extent of it. :)

Complimentary Colors

When apart we're just another shade.
When I'm without you feel myself fade.
Can't stand a day without a thought of you.
We go together like orange and blue.

I know you understand just what I say
You understand me in every single way

Some odd days plus 19 years.
Broken hearts and nights full of tears
Who would have thought that I would feel.
For someone opposite the wheel.

With past girls I don't relate.
They seem to like me until we date.
We compliment each other or so it seems
we go together like red and green.

I know you understand just what I say
You understand me in every single way

The newest song I have written, i like it, what do you think?

ok, so i fuckin lied. THIS is my last post from montana. its been fun everyone, have a nice life!

"Shnizzel my dizzel?!"
---Vomit

Ridlo, can I invite two more people to the lan party? It would be Ty from big sky cyclery, and marshall from Juxtapose?

HA HA HA HA

WE GOT ROOT DUDESAQ

17+15 = bad algebra

I have been going to a lot of movies lately. Mainly because I've been getting into them for free here is my personal reviews on the following movies.

Planet of the Apes: Directed by Tim Burton. Movie was decent. All I have to say is bestiality much? yes....
Fast and the Furious: The cars in the movie are fast yes. The ending of the movie? Well your furious because you wasted 6.50 on a bucket of shit movie.
Final Fantasy: Good Graphics, made me orgasm several times. Plot was weak, but it was an all right movie.

I hate girls that act "cute". Fuck its stupid. I wont mention names, but there is a girl lately that I have just recently noticed how fake she is. She tries to act cute and its pissing me off. Girls suck. They are so stupid.